OK fo...

OK four days on the job and I'm ready for a change. My boss is not exactly the most warm wonderful person. There are some things in this job that I need help in understanding since I have no experience in a few areas. When I ask him for help, he gives me a pained expression of exasperation that makes me feel like I am ruining his day. He treats people like they can never measure up to his standards. I have received not one word of encouragement or praise. I found out on the first day that there is a 30 day trial period that I was not told about. So my every move and action is being examined under a microscope. I do not feel at all comfortable working there. I am actually glad about the 39 day trial because I can hold on for a month and then when they let me go, I can find something else or finally get around to making music my vocation.
I had a gig tonight at a local club. It was great to let the tension of the week go through the music. Why am I hesitant to commit myself to music as a career? It's what I do best and love most.
Lord give me the courage and strength to follow my passion