What do you want?

Here, in no particular order, is what I want:to be a saintto be able to laugh while becoming a saintto feel God's love especially when I'm hiding from himeternal life with God in heavento write a classic, timeless hit songto create the guitar solo that moved the worldforgiveness from my wifethe love that my wife and I had when we got marriedgrandchildren to hold and smother with loveto be able to run like I could when I was seventeento open the eyes of the hearts of my CCD studentsan end to child abusean end to waran end to hungeran end to diseasean end to self hatredan end to injusticean end to intolerancean end to addictionsa way to cope with the effects of guiltmore intimate friendsto get lost in the songto have people with me when I get lost in the songCatholics to smile moreto be able to see the big picture...God's willto be able to understand the role of pain in the big pictureto accept the role of pain in the big pictureGod's forgivenessto accept God's forgivenessto feel joy on Easter morningto see my parents againto be authenticto be as handsome as I think I amfor everyone who reads this to tell me what they want